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Jemme Winchester
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I've always felt weird about my feelings. Namely, my feelings on love and being close to people both physically and emotionally. And now I know why. Over Christmas break, I watched some home movies, and my parents rarely pointed the camera at me. In no childhood photos is someone holding me. Plus, there was a video of my mom on a bender before she got clean, and she was a mean drunk. I was pushed to the back of my family, and that accounts for why I want attention, but not intimacy. I want to be loved, but I don't know who by.

Just because the universe is an evil, evil creature, I ran into the girl who tried to get me to kill myself, and lead to a spiraling depression. I broke her nose, and she dislocated my shoulder. Not that I haven't dislocated it before, and just popped it back into place, but damn did it freak her out.

I don't know if anyone here knows the song "Extraordinary Girl" From American Idiot, but there's a line "Some days he feels like dying/She gets so sick of crying". I've found my anthem now.

Yay, depressing thoughts.

-J

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Gwasanee Dec 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist

Thank you for your pleasant comments and your kind support this year! I am very happy to be a part of such a great community. I wish you a happy new year! Heart


Take care and be always creative,
Gwas 

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marydragon Jun 22, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for faving!!!
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Gwasanee May 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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YummyGamorah Apr 16, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
thanks for the fave!
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:iconjwin1:
Any time! You make an excellent Elizabeth/Anna
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YummyGamorah Apr 17, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
ah thank you - but I'm the seamstress that made the Liz costume not the one wearing it, we had a model wear that one. :) She does make an awesome Elizabeth
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MorrighanGW Apr 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:!! =D
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Thank you for the :+fav:.
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blossombritt Mar 14, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for faving my drawing of Jim Hawkins! [link]
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Gwasanee Mar 5, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you greatly for the fav. I'm glad you like my pic :heart:
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